December 2010
34 posts
Car accident
Smashes the mirror and screwed up my fence I’m in deep shit
Dec 30th
Ugh
Such a stupid night
Dec 28th
Thank you for still knowing me.
Dec 27th
straight lit up
in my living room with my entire family on the couch.together watching planet earth best chrsitmas eve EVER Merry Christmas :]
Dec 25th
today was so bitter sweet.
codys birthday work short day/pizza shopping with tay shopping alone I HATE TRAFFIC! i got all my shopping done i got to pick up cody and have quality time we were 2 hours late big fight makeup monopoly baking while playing auby! cookies talking then kaitlin went to bed me, torran(lil bro), art(step dad) and taylor(older bro) smoked and honestly. it was just chill. then me and...
Dec 24th
your free to leave me but please dont decieve me and believe me when i say i will always love you.
Dec 19th
Im an idiot. like a complete idiot. Thanks pal.
Dec 18th
Taylor Swift and a candle with a side of a stoge.
Is the best. Tonight was so fun. I loved the company party.  I have the hiccups I want him to text me. this weekend. Im excited. Almost done with school I got my nails done Everyone is asleeep but i hear footsteps wtf. shower. its freeeezing im really happy right now
Dec 17th
Dec 16th
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Dec 15th
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i love this show :] list? list. -its raining -phone calll tonight. dunno what to expect -ipod! -hung out with sam and cam today  -baby powder is on my rug. uhm - died my hairr -musicccc :] -the uninvited is such a mind fuck -omg baby brother. omg. -smell of laundry :] -lighter! -bong -oh hey toke. 
Dec 15th
12. bullets.
Up all night talkign to him Fall asleep at 7am skip work school rite aid dye hair auby came over :D now this.. I had an exciting day..not
Dec 14th
12. bullets.
Up all night talkign to him Fall asleep at 7am skip work school rite aid dye hair auby came over :D now this.. I had an exciting day..not
Dec 14th
day 11. shuffle
1.L.G. Faud-Motion city soundtrack 2.story of us-t swift 3.6 months-hey monday 4.remembering sunday-all time slow 5.into the ocean-blue october 6. good morning beautiful-blake sheldon 7.if its love-trian 8. tangerine skies-kottonmouth kings 9.pass the marijuana-mystic roots. 10.Love game-lady gaga
Dec 14th
so
you just walk back into my life with a simple sorry. And its not like were set back, or awkward, or anything like that. its right where we left off. and we keep going deeper and deeper.and i dont wanna stop…
Dec 14th
fuck fuck fuck fuck.
why. why now? your 2 years late. but i dont care. i would have waited for forever..
Dec 13th
This weekend.
Was filled with just… those perfect moments. And those not so perfect. But it made me happy. Friday: AUBY! Marissas Drink.smoke.Perk.toke. Tacobell Frankies Saturday Wake up at 5 Go back to bed till 12 lunch movie store movie day :] perfection sunset fight make up movie video games :] sleeep Sunday: Wake up. chinese park seguls movie video game come homee christmas tree :] dinner family time...
Dec 13th
Follow her
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Dec 13th
F:thank you M:for what? F:for
F: thank you
M: for what?
F: for being there. being you.
Dec 11th
The world is against me today. Cool.
Dec 10th
Im so used to this routine. Next week when the bus scheduale changes i am so fucked.
Dec 9th
Im actually home for once.
I got into the car when my mom picked me up from work. I was really annoyed because she was late and i didnt wanna talk. As were driving home she asked what i had planned for today and i told her im going back to the boyfriends. and it turned into this whole thing but she said i could go. I get home and i realized, everything felt super different. Like it was all the same, but christmas...
Dec 9th
Early morning drives, make my day complete.
Dec 6th
What the FUCK did i just do?
Dec 4th
I actually let myself sit down and think about you. Everything we went through and what you meant to me. hey, i still love you.
Dec 4th
I feel sick. nononono :(
Dec 3rd
day 10
Im going to talk about my first love. And insteadof a first kiss in general im going to talk about my first kiss with him. Adam. My first. everything pretty much. I remember always being so happy with him. I remember i fell for him pretty quick. He ment everything to me and to this day i love him. Im sad it didnt work out but i hope he is happy
Dec 2nd
day 9
Future. I cant tell you where ill be. But i wanna be happy
Dec 2nd
day 8
A time i was satisfied. It was recently i realized how satisfied i was with my life after june. So like. July time. everything was as perfect as it could be. I miss it
Dec 2nd
day 7
Virgo Yes i believe im a virgo lol. Everything i read relates and fits me 99% of the time
Dec 2nd
day 6
30 things. Okay here we go. 1.I actually love to read 2.I love the show charmed 3.I smoke ciggerets 4.I dont give a damn about myself, but i will love you with everything in me 5.Once i care for you, i dont EVER stop 6.I dont like giving up on people. I rarley do 7.I WILL stand up for myself and my friends and ill call it out infront of a crowd 8.I dont mean to be, but im a mind fuck 9.I love...
Dec 2nd
day 5
A moment i thought about ending my own life. Im just going to be open. Because reading the topic of this blog already rushed back memorys. It was june.  I was at Justin’s and i felt like everything had fallen apart. I get depressed. I get weird. I get…whatever you wanna call it and i straight fuck with my own head. And i dont like to talk about me. And finally, that night, everything...
Dec 2nd
im playing catch up haa-day 4
Religion. Its your life. Do what you want.
Dec 2nd
ugh.
i should have never texted you.
Dec 1st